have decided to change my approach to weight loss. oh and my mom is mad at me cause i had/have 2 sweet 16’s this weekend and my mom wanted to go to her friend’s shore houses “but sacrificed her weekend for me”. not worth all of her complaining and moaning. she acts like such a martyr.
ok have decided to stop wallowing in self pity. will run tomorrow.
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today i went dress shopping and i tried on a short, pink, strapless dress with a normal bra. it looked good. i went home, tried it on with strapless bra and it looked okay, but my boobs were hanging out all over the place. then my mom took a million pictures to prove how bad it looked. then i was all mad and she said not to blame “your gigantic breasts” on me. then i said, “why did you let me buy this?” and she said, “nothing will look amazing on you. nothing will look great when you ea…” and i said, “yeah i know i eat a lot, well i don’t care.”
now she’s out buying me a yellow dress that is twice as expensive as the boobsy one. and the yellow dress looks identical to a blue one (and is from the same store) that i wore to another sweet 16.
she just made me try the old blue dress at home so she could pick up the right size. i came into the room and she was like “see that looks great”. i can’t deal with all of her little antics.i love my mom but sometimes she is insane. what really bugs me is that she weighs around 240 lbs. i am 100 pounds lighter than her and she treats me like this. just because she was skinny when she was my age she thinks she can insult me about my weight. to tell the truth i am happy that she has to return the pink dress to a store 10 minutes away, and then go buy an expensive dress at a store twenty minutes from there.
i know i sound super spoiled but i feel like i deserve a nice dress for putting up with her. she uses my weight as constant fodder for her jokes and insults. i really try not to care but i am so upset.
xoxoxo to all my lovely followers
did i mention i hate dress shopping?
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i am her same height only about 20 lbs more. i would like to be a little thinner then her. somewhere between her and carrie underwood who is 110. kim kardashian said she was 119 last year on her blog.
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sorry for not posting lately! i will be more frequently. i have so many sweet 16’s coming up and a huge family reunion thing next month. must lose weight. especially reunion. xoxo especially to all my followers that are mamas on mother’s day!
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